what seperates me from the rest. nothing, i'm just a hard-working normal student that tries her best everyday, and if i don't get selected, well, that's ok, i'll be in the crowd of others that also didn't get selected, i'm not going to lie and make up stuff about things i didn't do, it's suprising to see that there is not slot for a student resume or a personal statement here, do people really trust what students have to say when money is on the line? Because what i say doesn't really matter here unless i am selected, it all boils down to what i have been doing all my life to get to this point. what i have learned and what my talents are. i like to help people and be a good citizen, someone that others can trust and come to for any type of help on any type of problem they are facing at that time in their life. i'm not the best writer, neither am i a good athletic, nor musician. i am good in reading emotions, caring for people, involved in my community, and yes, i do give a care to what happens to this earth after i die. i want to help repopulate the endangered speices and help create a richer biodiversity on earth. i have set goals not for my selfish needs or benefits, and i do not what to grow up to be one of those greedy women who marry rich old men. i want to stand on my own two feet and do something for myself. i'm open to ideas and opinions from every corner of the planet. i love science with a strong passion, that is why i want to major is a field where i can feel most comfortable in and perhaps help rid this earth from some very dangerous toxins, including people who hurt others to get what they want. i've set my mind to helping children learn how to take care of this earth. stress is what eats away most young generations now. so if there's a way to limit that, less stress on the brain leads to a healthier heart and body, this creates a better person who will one day be protesting against Sears and Victoria Secret Companies, and a majoy company that is responsible for more than half a millions deaths a year, the Cigarette companies. so this is a little about what i believe in doing in this life i have been provided with. why should i have the comfort of school and education and collges, along with so many other materials that i don't need. but i have. and then, half way around the world. there are people who walk twenty miles to go to a school that has nothing but a person talking. and they don't even have the things they need to live with. there's a big differece between a need and a want. and i want everyone to one day, have what then need to survive in this unbalanced empty world, where money is everything.

finally, after very long and hard work, and after my whole site got deleted by some creepy hacker, i had to un-hack myself seriously, and rebuild it all over again, i even got a front headline for my website in one of the vitrual news here: [link]
so if anyone would like to visit it sometimes, that would be great, i have not yet had anyone else to work with, i am alone in doing the entire project, so far, i'm still looking for affilaties if anyone is interested. further more, happy holidays and a i wish everyone a snowy merry christmas-incase i'm not here..until the next entry. byes.
oh and by the way, i have a lot of credits, from everywere imagineable on my webstats pages, so look there if you see something of yours. i didn't use a lot of deviantart stuff, just one pictures. the credit from the artist is on webstats.
my website: [link]

news: been working on a new website, for my stuff, layouts, avatars, icons, clips, gifs, bk's, codes, css's, html's, stlyes, and javas. done some work on downloads, but it's not the best place, or will ever be, but here it is if anyone wants to visit:

[link] me + my imaginary friend worked on it!

so, my friend from school...jojo, has been working on this comic thing she made up, got her ideas from billy and mandy from the grim reaper show on cartoon network, there's this punpkin head billy kid who loves frozen yogurt, and lolita who is somewhat like mandy but with a more suicidal attitude. like an adult sick with her life thing, so scary looking too. so when i get her strips, i'll put them up here, they are funny, but you have to understand them first, they aren't stupid funny, but smart funny. so it takes a while to get where she's going. but her character Lolita from "See Lolita Run" is an originial piece. so i thought i'd do something like that, and we put our comics together now and then to mix them up a bit, and we did do a great job, she did, a great job on putting them together, my character is called Allen, whos a vampire, he turns into a bat, ((my whole idea is all about Hallow's Eve)) there's this scary high/drunk pumpkin named Charli, that talks, allen ((Al)) & charli ((Li)) both are close friends. there's this girl named Nora ((Nor)) like ig--(or) so yeah, she's a stupid nudy witch, she can turn into a black cat with a green hat. and there's Stella ((Stel)) whose this smart majickal person, she's a demon. but doesn't have any speical powers. so there, i have my 4 characters with 2 that can change. i'll put them here when i get the chance.

finally, i went ahead and joined createblog [link] so i can start making layouts, two days before school starts. well. thats real smart of me. don't i think so now! but anyways. [link] i'm waiting for the people there to stop putting a pending sign over my first kinda-dull layout and already put it up. well, anyways. anger is only skin deep for me. i think. other than that, i have nothing more to say, i have been working on Ex 4. but i'm a little lazy after running around in my mind trying to figure out how to do my DA pixel ID. i think they both turned out pretty well. if not pukingly terrible! luvs and hugs! *sorry for that. i don't know what's gotten into me today. maybe because school's starting and i wanna kill real bad...like REAL BAD!!!!*
--runs into the night with a creepy butterknife while screaming "hahahah! i'm gonngaitya!"--
well, it turns out i got regected for the layout, but that's okay, i'll work harder on my next one! i can't be sad or anything because it was my first one, but i have new advise from the guy who regected me, so i'm really glad that he was kind enough to help me out! layout 002 will be out sometime in the future ! but til then. ;3 byes